Thursday, September 17, 2009
*ppooooofffff*
realisation .
领悟。
this year never stops to amaze me .
i seems to be getting more understanding about things and people around me.
i always go "WOW" !
when i browse through people's blogs,
people i know but arent close with,
including " hi - bye" frends .
i do learn and realised alot alot of things.
i do see them for who i never thought they are,
people just seems to be amazing me more and more often.
i just find humans so special and funny.
i see a totally different person from their blogs and their appearance.
on the outlook, they may seems just like anybody else there is in the world,
and so i just stereotyped them without thinking,
owhh, he is this kinda guy,
she is that kinda girl.
maybe it was because of ego and kiasuism that led me to not realised these things much earlier before.
maybe it was because i was too busy trying to prove myself,
that i overlook things that have nothing to do with me,
maybe i thought that i know too many things and is trying to outsmart everyone,
maybe u didnt know how to be humble and the art of socialisation,
maybe i was too selfish to only care for myself,
oh well, not maybe.
im sure what listed above is true to some extend =)
through these people,
i learnt alot ,
i learned about life more everyday from differents people point of view,
i learned about what can be done by determination,
i learned bout philosophies,
i realised that i had underestimated them,
i realised that i was having a gigantic ego and kiasuism,
i realised that i should start being humble =)
and so ,
i hereby apologise to everyone out there.
IM SORRY
for underestimating you people,
for not giving you guys credits,
for never treating you guys better.
i let the " evil " took the best of me .
and from now on,
i will try to be humble and change my bad attitudes.
this has now officially entered my life's aim. =)
please dont give up on me .
hope this will work for me =)
